fuck
I’m afraid I don’t live my life to the fullest. I’m afraid I’ll regret decisions I made throughout my life. I’m afraid of losing my parents. I’m afraid of disappointing my parents. I’m afraid of not finishing school. I’m afraid of losing my friends. I’m afraid of dying alone. I’m afraid I hurt the one person who loved and understood me the most. I’m afraid I let go of the person I’m supposed to be with. I’m afraid of dying at a young age. I’m afraid of being disconnected from my family. I’m afraid I’ll never be able to pay off my debt. I’m afraid I’ll never find someone who made me feel the way she did. I’m afraid of my dog dying. I’m afraid of losing touch with old friends. I’m afraid I’ll never be able to repay my parents for everything they’ve done for me. I’m afraid I won’t be happy when I’m older. Fuck.